we have to prove that our love is real over and over againbut let them think what they want cause i know it'll never end...
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Thursday, June 02, 2005

i just now read chapter 9.

it's good... but i couldn't help but read it like it was being said in a sarcastic voice... maybe it's just because i am lazy and i actually didn't want to read today. i didn't feel like doing it at all. now i realize something... the reason i didn't want to do it at all is cuz i feel like i have so much to enjoy tonight and reading would be taking away from all the fun... so maybe this is a sign saying "go and do all the meaningless crap you want to do..." and can't really put into words what i'm thinking.. i know i sound retarded. but now i want to read it over again!

[edit:]
This is the evil that happens under the sun: the same destiny overtakes all. (v.3)

after this it goes into a section that talks about how the dead are forgotten and will never have a part in anything that goes on in the world... i guess right now i'm just sensitive to that because of Lanie. it really hurts to hear those words. but it's still good to hear that if you among the living there is hope for you. that's nice.

i love verse 9 - "Enjoy life with your wife, whom you love..."...obvious reasoning.
then after that everything seems sarcastic. i guess cuz that's the way i would say something sarcastic like that. you know..."just go have fun... and die." that kind of thing. however, i know this is just me,  ignorant me. i am learning from this.. i see the good in it. i really do.

i love this part.
"...the race is not to the swift or the battle to the strong, nor does food come to the wise or wealth to the brilliant or favor to the learned; but time and chance happen to them all." (v.11)

that is really good.



 


Monday, May 23, 2005

Ecclesiastes 9

This is probably the best chapter in Ecclesiastes. Its so straightforward but its so powerful at the same time.

"Go, eat your bread with joy, and drink your wine with a merry heart; For God has already accepted your works. Let your garments always be white and let your head lack no oil (not a problem for me ha). Live JOYFULLY with the WIFE whom you love all the days of your vain life which He has given you under the sun, all your days of vanity; for that your portion in life, and in the labor which you perform under the sun. Whatever your hands find to do, DO IT WITH YOUR MIGHT for ther is no work or device or knowledge or wisdom in the grave where you are going."

I love those verses because it tells you to enjoy life! Love your spouse unconditionally for that spouse is such a blessing from God. people take their loved ones for granted way to often. we need to enjoy the time we have with each other cause its a gift.
Also, whatever you do in life do it will all your might. We need to be doing music with all our might! on and off stage. It is our passion and such a beautiful gift.





[Ecclesiastes 7 : Wisdom]



"Sorrow is better than laughter, because a sad face is good for the heart." (v.3)

i feel better after i cry. so much better.



"Do not say, "Why were the old days better than these?" For it is not
wise to ask such questions. (v.19) - That made me think about how much
we ask ourselves...and each other..."why can't we go back?" i asked
that last night to myself. i couldn't go to sleep for the longest time
and this is the only thing i thought about. I really need to work on
not looking back... but then also not being ashamed of where i was. we
are really lucky and we are being given such a wonderful opportunity.
why should we turn back now? i'm really lucky to have a job that i love
and one that could last a while if God wants it to. i'm blessed to be
with the one i love...not many people get to be the person that they
really love and love like they could never love anyone else. my dad is
a great example. i feel so bad for him. he probably thinks all the
time, "why can't i go back?"  how can i be so selfish to say
something like that when i have everything i want and will ever need
right here, now?





we haven't been writing in this at all. you know what that means. we haven't been doing what we said we were going to be doing. (reading scripture.) people do that a lot...you know? we say one thing and do something completely different.very sad but it's nothing new, in fact, it's an old habit. i am continuously disappointed in myself for all the times i've told myself with such sincerity, "you're really going to do it this time." or..."you will stick with this!" somewhere deep inside i always know that i just can't. but why can't i? why can't i do what i want to do...what my soul longs to do? why do i do the things that i hate doing, or that i know i'll regret?

we should really try harder...again.

[Romans 7:19] For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do - this I keep on doing.


Monday, May 16, 2005

Ecclesiastes 5-6

"Do not let your heart utter anything hastily before God, For God is in the heavens and you are on earth."

I think thats a good verse because it shows how when we talk to Godis should be about meaningful things. We should waste His time or just say stuff just to say it. God is God and deserves respect. Not saying that He doesnt care about small things because He does but like little things that dont matter.. I dont know maybe that didnt even make sense.

"When you make a vow to God do now delay to pay it.."

This is always good.. especially for us. We shouldnt tell each other or God we will do something then not do it.

Who can tell the future of a man? Only God. So we should rest in that.

Ecclesiastes 3-4

"two are better than one because they have a good reward for their labor, for if they fall, one will lift up his companion"

that reminded me of us and when we write songs. Cause sometimes it can be hard but the reward is always so good. two is so much better than one.

I love you Hayley

 

"It is better not to vow than to make a vow and not fulfill it." (5:5)

this makes me think about all the times i've said "God, I promise I'm going to..." and have totally forgotten about it. it's bad enough when you tell somebody that you are going to call them and you don't... :-\  how much more important is God?

"...Why should God be angry at what you say and destroy the work of your hands? Much dreaming and many words are meaningless so stand in awe of God." (5:6-7)

God is merciful and so much bigger than our forgetfulness or neglect...   it is comforting to know that just because i may say stupid things or break promises, God will not destroy everything i do. does this make sense?

"Whoever loves money never has enough; whoever loves  wealth is never satisfied with his income. This too is meaningless." (5:10)

i like that one.

i love you too josh.

 


Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Ecclesiastes 1-2

There is nothing new under the sun. Everything has been done already. "For God gives wisdom and knowledge and joy to a man who is good in his sight." Lord, please be with me today. Help me to accept that I am not in control. Thank you for Hayley and who she is. Thank you for blessing me with her. She's so beautiful. I love her heart. I pray that you she would love you more than anything in life. Please strengthen our relationship and our band. Keep us all safe as we go to Florida this weekend. I pray that we would perform well for Atlantic and that you would be pleased with our performance. I pray that you would help me deal with my jelousy in a Godly manner. I praise you Lord! amen.

"For with much wisdom comes much sorrow; the more knowledge, the more grief."(1:18)

 good example: people are caring less and less about what they do to the ozone layer and it's causing plankton in the ocean to die. we need plankton because they supply oxygen. if this keeps up, soon enough the plankton will die, the ocean will dry up and the world will end!

i'm so glad i don't care enough to research all this info, cause i would be a nervous wreck every day.

"What does a man get for all the toil and anxious striving with which he labors under the sun?" (2:22)

-all labor and all acheivement is meaningless unless done with God's blessing.

-neither hard work (motivated by envy) nor idlesness brings happiness.

i think this is good for us since we are in a selfish business. a lot of successful people are extremely unhappy. did you ever see that interview with Tom Cruise where he was saying how he has so much stuff but really the more he gets the less satisfied or happy he feels? something like that....it was good. anything we gain is going to go away...like compliments & people acknowledging our hard work, awards, money. it won't last. we should start praying all the time that we always do this for God and Him alone.

thanks for doing this with me... i told you when i write it always seems like i am trying to be smart. dangit! just ignore that. but i love you and i think this will be so much fun.



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